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Fall Apart (ft. MELEE MAX)

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I can’t see the sky anymore
I look around and see only floors
Tried to shake the thought of your smile
Cuz there’s no way to turn back the dile
I can’t see the sky anymore (x2)
Can barely pick my head off the floor (x2)
After all this time I still spiral (x2)
Been falling for what feels like ten miles (x2)

Ooh, you have me babe, in a state of unrest
I can’t shake this feeling, this pain in my chest
Oh, will I ever break away from that which has past
I’m still feeling this pain in the pit of my ~

Ya know what they say about the higher ya get
ya know, the harder you fall, and back then, yeah, i was standing tall but now I look back and I think ‘bout how I lost it all
Been shrinking so low I’d be lucky just to even crawl
Been sinking so far wouldn’t be surprised i break the law
Been drinking solo tryin’ to cope, no hope, with your deceit
I remember days we used to make each other feel complete

You made me feel complete by now my knees are getting weak, i feel it in my bones every single word that you speak. Some people cope with clouds and some people cope with water but this is real life, no this ain’t no Harry Potter, so forget those magic carpet rides, forget those little fairy guys, you tell me you just wanna be friends and when I’m hurt you act surprised. I never thought I’d get to this day. I always told you that I loved you but you didn’t care anyway. Remember when we used to go to the park? Remember when i looked in your eyes, the eyes that spark? You made me feel like you never wanted to be apart from me. A true love turned into a tragedy. You said that you wanted a future with me. A small car, small loan is all you could see. But everything that I loved was taken from me. I guess true love is just imaginary.
You said that you wanted a future with me. Two kids, small house is all you could see. But everything that I loved was taken from me. I guess true love is just imaginary. So I hold on to the times you gave me back then wishing I could go back and back to begin - begin to understand where I went wrong so I could pick up this life and move on and on and on…

I can’t see the sky anymore (x2)
I look around and see only floors, only floors
Tried to shake the thought of your smile (x2)
Cuz there’s no way to turn back the dile
(I remember days we used to make each other feel complete)

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from SAKURA, released April 25, 2017
SHADY MONK on...
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Twitter ~ twitter.com/ShadyMonk
Facebook ~ www.facebook.com/ShadyMonk73/

Melee Max on...
Soundcloud ~ soundcloud.com/meleemax
Twitter ~ twitter.com/MeleeMax
Facebook ~ www.facebook.com/meleemax

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